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SO. First day of school. I guess it went pretty okay... The main highlight of it would be finding out that Boal really did come back. :') He was one of my favourite teachers last year my only favourite i think & I was really sad when he told us that there was a possibility of him not coming back. He kept telling us last year, "you guys might not see me again, & then this is how you treat me?!" haha. & to think that we actually gave him a Jo Bros. poster to remember us by. He got me scared, not gonna lie. :c I'M GLAD HE'S MY TEACHER AGAIN THOUGH, AAAHH. Although the fact tht he made us play ~his games~ again kinda pissed me off. It's the only thing I hate about him. NONETHELESS, I'm looking forward to spending time with him in the commtech lab again -- for the whole year this time. 8)

I really hate my Math & US History classes so much. In my Math class there's the prissy sluts, while in my US history class there's the loud & abnoxious guys. I GUESS LOUDNESS & OBNOXIOUSNESS ARE NEEDED FROM TIME TO TIME but I don't need a class with 80% of its population acting so immaturely. BESIDES, there's only about 6 girls in that class & then the rest are guys. Which is kind of uncomfortable in a way...... This is like Civics all over again, augh.

& THEN THERE WAS MATH. Math as my last period, nice to see you again. in b4 i fall asleep on sergi's class..... AGAIN. Maaan, I've had her for 3 yrs in a row, I'm sick of her face already. My friends are making me fun about this lmao. SHE REALLY DOES HAVE A JOYCE RADAR. Damn you Sergi. :c

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow, fml.

ps, DON'T MIND ME FOR NOT HAVING ANY RESPECT TOWARDS MY TEACHERS. 8) lmao it's just the way i normally address them , even irl. it's too much of a pain in the ass to say "miss" & "mister".

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I got a new haircut. :') For the first time in my life, I actually am fussing with my hair every 5 mins. It feels so good to have bangs again after over 7 years. I don't care how much I've expressed my hatred for bangs before. I'm just a pathetic hypocrite brat, haha. (at least I'm admitting it) This is one of the reasons as to why I'm kind of looking forward to school. I can show off my haircut & my new phone as well. 8)

I got an LG Neon just the other day, lmao. IT'S THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVER. It helps me cure my boredom, not gonna lie. Just sliding this thing in & out fascinates me enough♥ OH & I also got unlimited texting! This'll be very convenient since Andrea & Kamille are phone whores. =3= Now Andrea's texting me literally every fucking minute. I'm not complaining though since I've caught the texting syndrome.

SCHOOL'S IN ONE DAY, MORE OR LESS. :( Only thing I'm looking forward to this week is Supernatural season 5, uunnnff. And then next week, Lola's coming here from the Philippines. Awww yeaaah.

Life's good. (LG, NO PUN INTENDED LMAO)

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I was actually having a pretty nice day. Until I got home & my parents ruined it for me, of course.

Oh, & I actually have a pretty decent schedule this year. Just not the part where Splinter's my homeroom teacher & I CANNOT be late at any cost. I'm so fucked, idek. Bye-bye late slips. :[

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"Anyone who has a problem with you doesn't know you the way I do and for that, I feel sorry for them."

I can't help but think that she's referring to me. It's funny how I was in a chat with her before & talked shit about her new-found best friend. That was back when they still didn't know each other. Is it a coincidence that they've become good friends now?

Deep down though, I really wish they never met each other. It hurts me that she, a person I used to be so close with, is getting fond of the only person I dislike. Am I a bitch for wishing that someday their friendship will eventually end? Maybe I'm still butthurt over what this whore did to me & my best friends a few months ago. I just can't bear seeing someone like her getting close to one of the sweetest people I know.

It's so fucked up & I'm definitely not pleased with this.

/edit/ ALSO WHY THE FUCK DOES MY MOM KICK ME OFF THE COMPUTER WHEN IT'S ONLY 12:30AM. i'm on my summer vacation here for pete's sake. WHY CAN'T YOU TELL YOUR HUSBAND TO GET UP ON HIS ASS & GO TO BED ALREADY SINCE HE'S THE ONE WHO HAS TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW, NOT ME. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO ARRRGGHHH. WHY IS IT ALWAYS /ME/

i'm so pissed. i'm in a bad mood tonight fml. i hate this house i hate everything.

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Had the weirdest/nicest dream last night. It was so nice that I didn't want to forget about it & actually wrote down the little details I could possibly remember.

▮slippers; hand-made heels were glued onto the soles. it was pretty cute, but the colours were gay haha. the slipper itself was blue & the heels were yellow.
▮Rocky; that kid i used to have a crush on back in elementary. he was my junior, lmao... i can't remember whether it was him in my dream or not, but the figure resembled him a lot.
▮Church
▮Dance
▮Birthday; it was my birthday for some odd reason...
▮Left slipper was broken

Most of my dreams don't make any sense, but I feel like this one was pretty clear to me. It was short & sweet. I guess I only want someone to make me feel special on my birthday -- someone who would actually acknowledge & celebrate my existence.

The sweetest part of it all was the dance. Rocky held me as if he wanted to protect me from something. It's ironic cause we were dancing in front of dozens of people. (lmao ?____?) And in my dream, I didn't feel embarrassed at all. I...guess this means I'm just a hopeless & lonely girl who wants a boyfriend. :'c

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